What a weird bunch we are on here. Mention playing in a European Final six months ago and the thread is full of "We didn't win it, get over it" and "I'll never watch a minute of that game again in my life" posts. Bring up the worst, most would destroying period in our history and it's an instant six-pager.
It all just merges into one in my head. I can barely remember specific humiliations, I just remember there were plenty of them.
My personal low point was actually a WIN. We played Dumbarton at Ibrox with McDowall as the manager. It was the first time I'd been to Ibrox since the 140th anniversary game (I hadn't been back in Scotland during the season since then). The game was terrible. REALLY terrible. Dumbarton missed a couple of golden chances to equalise in the dying minutes and we finally wrapped it up with an injury-time goal to struggle past Dumbarton at Ibrox. The players didn't look like they wanted to be there. Kenny McDowall absolutely didn't want to be there and we had just lost 4-0 to Hibs the week before. Our 3rd away defeat in a row without scoring a goal.
But what I saw in the stands worried me even more. Crowds had dwindled since the defiant 45,000+ of the first season in the lower tiers. There were barely 30,000 there, the atmosphere veered between poisonous and apathetic and it seemed as if there was barely anyone there under the age of 40. It looked to me as if we might have lost a whole generation of supporters, that I thought we might never get back.
It was the first time that I really worried that we might not get back to what we had been at all. There was nothing to give you hope for the future on the park or on the horizon and no sign of the board room chaos ending or the chasm between the fans and the board closing.
It was the first time I had taken my wee girl to the game. I don't think I'll ever get her to go to another one. She loves everything about her visits to Scotland, but she declared the Ranges game as the "most boring thing she had ever done in her life". It was a far better review than her dad would have given that game.