Whilst mental, the last 10 years have absolutely destroyed any confidence I have, so until it's further out of sight I wont sleep easy.
i find myself doing horrendous mental gymnastics about "what ifs" - what if we get decimated by covid for a couple of weeks, what if we lose two on the trot and the scum filth go on a run and close it to, say 6 points, with two OF games still to be played...... etc etc. It is all a symptom of the absolute mental punishment i, as well as many (if not all), other bears have endured in recent years.
I have to say though, if they drop points tomorrow and we win on sunday then i'll be 95% of the way there. Going a few steps ahead of that, 9 points from Motherwell, County and Hibs, with them dropping points in that time - that's when it's done for me. Maximum points in January is huge IMO
i am fucking burst after what has happened since 2012. i just want this cunt won pronto.